my last breath

يناير 18th, 2007 كتبها BLACKBOOK نشر في , arabic daiers chapter 1

 DEAR THIS WORLD

IM A PART OF YOU AND THERE IS A LOT OF OTHER PARTS OF YOU OUT THERE WITH DIFFERENT STORIES BUT I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT MY FRIENDS THEY ARE NOT IDOL BUT THEY ARE DIFFERENT OR AT LEAST I BELIEVE IN THIS NO MATTER WHAT THEY WILL STAY MY FRIENDS  FOR EVER . THEY ARE TOMMY, ASHRAF, AHMAD JAMAL MAHDI AND ME.

WE FACE THIS WORLD ALL TOGTHER NO MATTER WHAT AND HERE WE ARE DOWN HERE I WISH THAT MY FRIENDS DIDN’T GET ANGRY BECOUSE IM WRITING ABOUT THEM BUT IM GANNA TELL THEM ALL BECOUSE I DON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO HIDE ITS ME

AND IM ALWAYS USED TO BE LIKE AN OPEND BOOK TO EVERYONE

A LOSER MAYBE BUT NOT EVERYONE THINGS THAT. WHY IM WRITING IN ENGLISH IS BECOUSE I CAN FEEL MORE AND ITS KIND OF NEW IDEA AND FORGIVE ME GUYS FOR EVERY WRONG WORD I WILL EVER SAY IT AND IF MA ENGLISH IS BAD FORGIVE ME ALSO BECOUSE IM NOT A WRITER AND I DON’T WANNA BE ALL IM DOING IS TELLING WHATS IN MA HART AND I DON’T WANNA BE FAMOUS SO DON’T YOU PEOPLE THINK TWO MUCH.. ITS JUST A MEMORIES FOR ME AND FOREVERYONE I KNOW AND I WILL EVER KNOW IN THE FUTURE WISH YOU THE LOVE.

 

I BORED IN ABUDHABI THE CAPITAL OF UAE ME LEBANESE BUT NO ONE BELIEVES THAT BECOUSE MY LIFE WAS MIXED WITH EVERY OTHER CALTURES SO THE RESULT WAS ME A GUY WITH NICE DIFFERENT ACCENTS I LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE HERE IN THIS PRETTY LAND I WENT T LEBANON MANY TIMES AND I ALWAYS COME BACK TO THIS LAND THERE IS A SECRET IN THIS LAND

I CANT LIVE OUT THERE I DON’T KNOW WHY ITS KIND OF CURSE BUT I LOVE IT I WILL NEVER IMAGEN MY SELF CHANGING 23 YEARS OF MY LIFE AND MOVE ON TO ANOTHER WORLD I DON’T KNOW AND  I CANT WALK WITH IT  . MY CHILDHOOD WAS HERE AND MY TEEN WAS HERE BUT I DON’T KNOW IF IM GANNA DIES HERE.

 

I DON’T THINK MY LIFE IS VERY INTEREST, WHEN I WAS A CHIELD I BELIEVE THAT IIF IM GANNA DIE I WILL LIVE AGAIN BUT IN DIFFERENT BODY AND IT WAS AMAIZING FEELING .THAT I WILL MEET NEW PARENTS, FRIENDS AND CALTURES BUT ALSO I WISH TO BE RICH SO I CAN BUY THAT BLUE WIRELESS CONTROL FERARRI CAR SO ICAN PLAY WITH IT AND CHARGE IT FOR THE NEXT DAY .OH WHAT A NICE DREAMS. ALL I REMMBER FROM THIS LEVEL OF MY LIFE IS THAT IT WAS SIMPLE TO ME AND LOVLY.

NOW IM OLD ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THE RIGHT AND THE WRONG, IN MY WHOLE LIFE I DIDNT CARE ABOUT THE DIFFRENCE BETWEEN THEM BUT NOW OOPS IM OLD MAN SO I HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE IN THE RIGHTWAY SOMTIMES I FEEL  THAT I WASTE ALOT OF MY LIFE TIME FOR NOTHIN BECOUSE I DIDNT COUNTINUE MY  STUDIES  AND FINISH IT , I DIDNT BEEN IN A COLLEGE SPIECALLY  WHEN WE TALK ABOUT THE MONEY CASE DOWN HERE .

I WAS HEARING MY FRIENDS AROUND TELLING ME ABOUT THERE COLLEGES AND HOW THEY SPEND TH

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