arabic-daiers

dear this pretty world , i want to start it with my dirty words or start it blaming the time and blaming my destiny who takes me this far but as I'm an Arabian negga i cant blame my self thats what we learn from being Arabs ,well i guess I'm gonna screw this Arab rule and blame ma self for many ages and for different things iv been done it in my shitty nice life , its all in comes from the primary way to the main life way and what u v done in Ur life no matter if its good or bad right or wrong nice or rude in the end it happened to you no matter when or where in the end u will learn , and I'm talking about my self as a person growers on the traditional way , which is to be typical thats what my parents wanted to me , but after my father death i changed this philosophy and i believe that it helped me alot and may change my destiny , i believe that it was a chance to make a early career and start it from the zero . but what i can see every day is the generation after me , I'm 23 years old ,i just see that the generation is getting worst and worst after me .. i thought that I'm the worst ever but here am i start to think that I'm not bad boy.. or at least I'm not the worst around ,I'm writing this blog after hanging out in all dxb night clubs and i just want to reach that feeling which is letting me don't want anything ,(I'm enough from