DEAR THIS PRETTY WORLD. HERE I  AM BACK TO WRITING AFTER I DIDNT FIND ANY OTHER WAY TO EXPLAINE MY FEELINGS AND TALK TO SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTAND ME , SOMTIMES UR LAPTOP IS UR BEST FRIEND AND WHATS GOING ON WITH ME NOW

MAYBE WHAT IM THINKING ABOUT IS SILLY AND NO ONE WILL CARE THAT MUCH BUT I HAVE TO TELL ITS MY LIFE STORY ,A SIMPLE PERSON WRITE HIS STORY AND HIS EXPACTITIONS ABOUT HIS LIFE PLAN AND HERE IT IS 

• when i will begin my life and in the 1st year i will stop crying and be a nice boy that everyone loves
•  in the 3st year of my life i dont wanna play in the street like the rest of kids i want to have my own world maybe joining a school will help me to be more soical and useful
• in the 6st year of my life i want to be smart and have this leader mantinality inside me that makes me always lead the people  maybe becouse i was a loser in my school thats why im saying that
• in the 9st year of my life i want to feel that i start to be importent and have my value maybe its the right time to find a real virgin love so i can say its my childhood love
• in the 11st year of my life i want to be strong and not that kind of boy who is weak and everyone control him no personality and id reather to get my first kiss in this age
• in the 13st year of my life i want to feel the teenager changes and start to try a new things in my life now im becoming a young man who have to make mistakes so i can learn
• in the 15st year of my life i want to run away and steal not for stealing but just to learn that its wrong  and figthing ,feel pain ,being non reponsible just for once in my life so i can learn the meaning for the free  dom i want the police to catch me and treat me shit ,and kick my ass
• in the 17th i want to get drunk and learn what life means when u are awake , i want to some drugs and shit ,getting high all day long so i learn the value of being a human and learn the value of being useful for your self and your family , i want to do all kind of mistakes in this age i want to be a crazy boy and lose the control but letter on it will be my lesson .
• in the 18th i want to fall in love with a complete lovly and sexy mama so i can get the perfect performance , which is a hustla boy and a lovly boy when im with my lady , she must be beautiful ,sexy ,smart and simple and i will never leave her until the school graduating or maybe more depends that if my teeanger love could convert to real love i cant tell anything .
• in 19th year of my life i wanna go to college and study somthing makes me earning money such as a busnuiss administartion or anything else and have sex with my girl if she stay with me after the school end ,(depends if she is a virgin , i never do it)
• 20th year of my life i want to keep going on my way and my dreams what ever it is even if ill be a watch man if its my dream im ganna be a watch man ,i want to work so i can depend on my self .nice jobs such as barman or somthing could make me coool becouse of the timing ,enjoing and its a chicks magnatic .
• in 23th year of my life i will finish college and find a real job that makes me earn some money becouse my natural is to love money ,and ill run after it , ill get my college certifcates (im sure they are not a big deal ) and run after any kind of work if i couldnt find in my field
• in 25th year of my life ill be satble with my own flat and my own car and my own chicks i dont need no bady i have my self my work and my life its my stabilty i love to help people around , i will be close more to my family maybe they will forgive my shity teenaging history
• in the 27th year of my life ill be like anyother healthy female who is haveing a nice sweet home with every other conditions , ill look to real love im adult now i can know who is the bitch and who is the good, my searches will start with maybe no results but anyway ill do my best.