the people who is going to read this blog going to think that I’m in love with this man ,,, but here is a nice true .. yes I’m , don’t u think people that this man is normal i never met a guy like him what makes him unique and different is that he can do anything for his friend i know Ahmad long time ago… he is my teacher . he is the one who prepare my first date with that girl nessrin the Lebanese chick by talking to his girl friend Lina and i was that dump boy who just don’t know what to tell or how to talk , it was my first date  . wasn’t romantic ? i don’t think saw i wear ma best clothes wish was red shirt and a nice classic jeans and black shoes any how i start to get that trust that I’m the one and its my day and bla bla bla… we met in a coffee place and i was silent all the time down there i just didn’t know what to say and i know that this girl is longing to talk about sex or about any thing wild … and she choose ,me.! what a nice choice i didn’t even know how the woman body looks like at that time .. we where simple and our pleasure is to play video games and the play station at that time was like far dream from us and this sweet babe is lookin for hot conversation , anyway its a matter of a mines and the girl left me and run away without a reason .. iwas stupid i mean who’s going to love a stupid fat teenager ?, it was kind of a tragedy in my life my first love .. left me and i call it love because in that time i was loving the girl easily  all i need is half hour talking on the phone and then i will marry her direct , the woman world was very new to me specially when i study in a males school . that means all i will find is gays and porno pictures , no chicks and the negga who have a girl is looks like AL picino in god father movie it was a waw to find a girl .then Ahmad support me in my bad times and he help me also and teach me where was my mistakes , not only in girls channel , but also in different life Fields he was doing the mistake and feel the pain of it and he will never let me do it if he know the result may hurt me ,he is not an angel .every one have his own mistakes in the life and what is the man without a mistake i dont believe that i must do everything right , there is no meaning of right if there is no wrong its just a matter of a choice , Ahmad live his life with his own family and he used to be the boy who love the football and it was what makes him alive , in the bad times i can see Ahmad working in a video place just to get anything for living and me too, Ahmad face what no one in his age face it , but the good thing in him that he learns , and never did it again ,what i hate in him the most that he don’t forgive that easy and i told him that, he give a chances he can give his friend a million chance before he took any action but after the action there is no forgiveness , maybe from what he faced in this world he is right , he is older then me so i don’t know what to tell ,and Ahmad have a special person who always win his heart there an only person who know th reality of Ahmad , who hold Ahmad in the worst times , who take care of him when me or any other best friends turn there back to him . I’m sorry man i didn’t mean to do this to you , i was weak , i was selfish ,i know my self ,i know that I’m very bad and very evil and i cant change that ,even your favorite person ,know that i wasn’t that good to you , no matter what man i know that friendship is forgiveness ,love ,care, holy  and i know how holy is it for him. he teaches me how to talk to girls and how to know them , he was the best play boy i ever met at least he dint have that ego , or he don’t like to show up his stuff even if had the best , he is simple and that what keep our friendship going on well , i was always askin my self why he playes around ?why don’t he find a girl to love and end up this story ? i got the answer after 5 years and i know that Ahmad was in love with some one who never deserved him , she just didn’t keep the most smallest right of his rights on his future wife ,and that effects him alot , it turn his last hope to have a real love form a reality to a dream that he will never dare to dream about it anymore ,i feel that his heart brooked and he will never be the same, i know that he can change for this woman i know that he can do anything for her , but in the end she didn’t do anything for him ? i mean where is the fair in this. he still young ? why a young man with 22 years old should hold all those shit on his head , even a 30 years old wouldn’t handle it. I’m not standing in his side I’m just saying that he is a playboy but also he didn’t hurt any girl and i Will bet with my life that this man will never sleep if some one angry from him .. or if hurt anybody . but maybe this lesson teaches him how to deal with life and with impacts from this kind , he did alot of nice and bad things , but he is my friend and i don’t give a shit if he do what ever.. he will always be one of the best and my best friend.